Saturday, October 31, 2009

Happy Halloween - Saying Goodbye to Demons

My house looks like a bomb went off, and I don't even care. I'm hunger. I'm not hungry. I sleep during the day and find myself unable to sleep at night. The darkness seems empty and lonely - for some reason it haunts me.

I am looking for meaning in everything I see, hear or read.

I was watching Eastwick and they were buring coffins. It was a symbol of letting go of the demons from their past that symbolized some sort of burden. A chance to let go of last year's baggage and start fresh. It got me thinking. What burdens or demons are holding me back?

I also watched Being Erica and they said something about our secrets being the invisible burdens
we carry and the trick is knowing which ones need to be told and which need to remain hidden.

Life is always walking on a fine line - a line bewteen fact and fiction, truths and lies, yesterday and tomorrow, sucess and failure,life and death... Many people walk through life unaware of this lines, me I am too aware of them. Trying to maintain balance, scared of losing my footing along the way.

2 comments:

John said...

It is great how life goes, I never take for granted something I have because you never know when it is taken away or something else happens that you can't control.

I actually have a couple great websites, I would like for you to email me so I can tell you about them. Thank you and I hope to hear from you soon. The email is john.phone2phone@gmail.com

John said...

Not sure if my comment went through before, Life is funny somethings in which sometimes things are taken away that we don't even know. Please email me and I can tell you about some great websites that I have. Thank you.

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